Now this is just a bunch of random words. Maybe with a meaning?
I got that feeling last night when you hear a new song and it sounds so good you think you could listen to it forever and especially when you don’t know the words, so you look up the lyrics and follow along with the song for a 3rd time, you probably even sing to it, until you know it off by heart. Then something happens and the song isn’t so good anymore. It’s still good but not as good as that first time. That first time when it was superior and eventually, it fades away and you find a new sound. You could say your whole life is based on that alone. You find something you like for awhile until you don’t really care about it that much anymore. Then before you know it, you’ve found something new and you will only remember what you use to love when you’re reminiscing and seem to be missing something else. But everyone knows that. Do you ever look at something and think something weird about it? Example. You see someone walking down the road and once you pass them by you wonder what their lives are like, what they’ve been through and if they have felt how you feel. Of course you have. Love for example. What the hell is love anyways? There’s lot’s of different opinions about it and lots of people who claim to have been in love, or are in love. But how long will that last? Heartbreak, lots of people say with love there is heartbreak. I say you might as well not even try. Obviously from that statement alone you don’t believe the relationship will last. But maybe, just maybe even now in these days, there might be those few couples that are in love forever. And what is forever? Change the subject, too many questions so let me lay in down, Oh god, I would be so good for you. But your heart will be empty. You can deny the feelings you have inside but when it comes down to it, you won’t find anyone else like me because I have changed your heart. Maybe you will fall in love with someone else, but it won’t last. Because where does your heart belong? To me. And you can try to forget but in a few years from now, long after we have faded away and stopped talking. I will walk down the street and bump into you but I haven’t seen you for years! You look good, and I look good. Then right then I have come back into your life, Fate? Perhaps. So we have a casual conversation but one of us has to go, so we make plans to meet up again but you must remember that I will remember what you did to me and how you made me feel when we had the chance. Then you have lost your love. This was me. A love that could have lasted forever. Maybe even had been one of those couples who last. But then again. What do I know? I am just a young girl who has not experienced enough to know what I’m talking about.
- rebecca peters